Character

Is it hard for you to pray?  Do you ever feel like you keep asking God for the same things over and over?  How about when you worship?  At some point all the songs sound the same.  It’s easy to feel bored with the monotony of religion.  Is this how it’s going to be from now until I die?  How can Heaven be paradise if we’re going to keep doing the same thing forever?


I wonder this all the time.  And all the time I hear about people that don’t go to church because they say it’s boring and fake.  (I think the repetition makes it less meaningful.)  They give up on church, religion and ultimately on God because it’s just not relevant or interesting to them.  Whether or not we’ve given up on church, we are all tempted in the same way.


The problem is that we don’t know God very well.  The Bible has a lot to say about His character, who He is.  It’s so important that we study scripture and reflect on all the specifics of His nature.  As a worship leader, I’m always intentionally asking myself, “how well does worship this week specifically reflect the various qualities of God?”  If we fail to stop learning about God, our faith will easily turn into meaningless religion.  Our worship will be less accurate and authentic because we will forget who we’re worshipping.


You can easily measure this with your prayers.  Are you always asking God for things when you pray, as if His only role is to be your magical genie in the sky who gives you whatever you want?  While it’s true he’s our provider and cares about our needs and desires, remember He’s also our King, Holy Lord, Savior, Leader, Deliverer and Father (just to name a few).  We should remember to pray in thankfulness, to pray worshipfully, for our own hearts to change align with His and for His will to be done on this earth.  We should humble ourselves and pray for our hearts to be in tune with His, to be delivered from sinful desires and temptations, for opportunities to lead others to Christ, and for the Holy Spirit to be at work in our lives.  Prayer isn’t about changing God (He doesn’t change) it’s really about us tuning our hearts into who He is.


The more you meditate on the biblical qualities of who God is, the more you will pray these prayers.  And God will always be faithful to continually mold your life and work your heart to make you more into His image, the image of Christ.  We were originally created in His image and our destiny is to become more and more like Christ.


And here’s the most important fact: God is never boring.  There is no limit to the depth of His glory; no end to His riches, wisdom and righteousness (Romans 11:33).  His love is greater than our understanding.  We could spend every second of our life getting to know Him better and we still would only know Him in part..  I love the analogy of the stars in the sky.  From here on earth they look small and dim but really they are 100x bigger than the earth, burning with immense heat and brilliant light, so bright that we can’t even look close up.  God is the same way – get a little closer to Him today and let it change you.

-Rich

god with a little g

I recently heard David Platt (author of the book “Radical”) share one of the most convicting messages I’ve ever heard.  He read the well-known story from Exodus 32 how the Israelites created a golden calf to worship while Moses was on Mount Sinai.  Platt then stated that this is a mirror to our own hearts today.

Even though we don’t worship actual golden calves, a consumer-oriented America feeds our self-centered nature to want to worship a god that we have created instead of the God we see in scripture.  Sure we want to go to heaven when we die, but we want to have fun now on earth.  When we seek temporal pleasures we water down God’s power and to dilute His relevance to our lives.  The only requirement to celebrate our faith becomes simple religious motions once a week on Sundays.

We must not ignore that there is a significant spiritual battle waging war for our very souls every day.  And our enemy, the devil, still tempts us to take a bite of the apple today.  Become your own god.  Do what you want.  You deserve it.

In Exodus 32, the people bowed down and worshiped the calf, presenting sacrifices and offerings to a piece of metal.  And then they indulged in sin and revelry.  It looked and felt like religion, but it was just an excuse to do what they wanted.

I must say this is a big struggle for me.  And in reality, it will always be.  Sometimes I wish I didn’t have the luxury of free will because I continually mess up.  I make decisions that feed my own desires.  Entertainment.  Comfort.  Human love.  Respect.  Even food.  These are my idols and in the end they are worth nothing.  Feeding my desire to have these things replaces my desire for God.  It’s so easy to lose sight of what’s important.  It’s so easy to become jaded and take for granted that my life was purchased at the cross.


And what happens to me is my whole life gets out of wack.  I'm unfulfilled, I loose hope, I become much more anxious, emotional, negative and controlling.  I embrace the dark side.  I am never satisfied.  But God is forever faithful.  He never lets me go and eventually I come back.  Whoa is life different!  I don't need entertainment because He is my complete joy.  I'm find comfort knowing that I'm living in His will.  My love, respect and acceptance are found in the unfailing love that Christ displayed on the cross and the promise that God is for me.  My food is His word.

We need to be broken.  When we fail to worship with humility, we fail to worship the God of heaven.

Without even realizing it, our worship can be corrupted in the same way.  We twist the Almighty God of scripture into a god that is so loving and accepting we can approach him on our own terms, when we want, how we want and it doesn’t really effect our lives that much.  Whereas if we really worshipped the King of Kings, the God who is full of wrath and justice yet loving enough to pour His wrath upon His own son so that we could be forgiven --- this God will bring us to our knees in sincere humility.  We should be continually blown away!  Every day, even every second, should be lived for eternity – an eternity that has nothing to do with our own selfish desires but with loving and serving the most holy God who will always be the only one worthy of our worship.

- Rich

10,000 hours

Malcom Gladwell writes in “Outliers”  that the key to success in any field is, to a large extent, a matter of practicing a specific task for a total of around 10,000 hours.  This rule was specifically tested in the field of music, and it’s interesting that consistent practice outweighs raw talent.

I’ve also heard that there are no tone-deaf people, just untrained voices and ears.  So even the most hopeless of us can be redeemed!

Looking back over the past 15 years my performance ability hasn’t always been that great.  Sometimes when I listen to old recordings of me singing and playing guitar from the late 90s I need to plug my ears!

It was hard to hear criticism back then (it’s still hard today) but it helped me to be honest with myself and to keep working at it.  Day after day, week after week, year after year and eventually I’ve seen improvement.  I haven’t tracked my time, but I wonder if I’m coming close to the 10,000 hour mark.

I could have quit a long time ago.  After squawking out a few choruses like “Lord I Lift Your Name On High” and “As the Deer” I was almost ready to “face the music” and give up.  But I knew in my heart that God was calling me to music ministry.  When it’s hard to press on, we must be faithful to develop the skill God has given us and to let Him be our supply so He can use it for His glory.

After many long years, I feel like I’m to the point in my life where I can really see that now.  And with many years ahead I pray that He will continue to help me be faithful.

- Rich